Things just get even 'better'

Just when i thought getting better from fever in the previous months here comes the most shocking news in my entire life.

Went to see the doctor in Mercy Hospital in Mount lawley few days back due to a funny looking rash which suddenly had developed bubble of water in it. The doctor took some samples for testing and i had to wait for 4 days to get the results back. True enough when i went back to check my results i just couldnt believe it. I was diagnosed with Shingles. Whats a shingle? its the same virus that carries chicken pox only difference is that it only happens to those who had gotten their chicken pox. as i qoute the doctor "it is a re-activation of your chicken pox virus that lays dormant in you"

Funny part is that i hardly recall anything that would resemble a chicken pox when i was young. So did my parents say. Apparently with the test results it actually confirms it. I have a hard time to actually believe my ears that i have had chicken pox before when i was young. Really weird.

So with the shingles doctor says its not that contagious. Its only contagious to those cemotherapy and Aids patients LOL. And thanks to this condition i have a very hard time to sleep at night. Blardy hell. Coz it hurts like mad!!

Skin look so ugly now as if being burned....... sigh..... and finals getting nearer. I WANA CURSE LIKE MAD! why did u have to get this condition when its getting near to my finals.

Dissapointed. Frustrated. Angry

Its hard for me to even wear my clothes because it felt like it burns when it comes in contact with my clothes.

Grrr......... I wana go home more than ever now. Feeling super ugly and unwanted.

Just pray it doesnt leave a mark only skin.