Anniversary :)

Happy anniversary syg!! I know its a late post considering it was on the 23rd february, but no matter… the important is that he knows how much i truly love and cherish him :D

Coincidently on the day of our anniversay was also the day that Playstation Vita was launched in Australia. How cool is that?? Hence to commemorate our anniversary, the Vita was bought :D at least now when i play my Vita it will always remind me of our anniversary. Good sentimental value there hehe… Thank you for being so good to me sayang and to love me unconditionally. I am truly grateful to Allah S.W.T for bringing us together. Syukur alhamdulillah…

Testing

Testingggggg. Dont mind me. Im just testing the app at the moment ;p


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Updateee :p

Hi ppls! i can imagine how thick the dust has been piling up in my blog LOL. Well i simply had not much time to update. Anyways..... Its 6th of Nov. Exactly a year ago as you know and read my previous posts, i had to endure alot of trials in life especially those shingles.....sigh.....

Now so far im thankful to Allah for giving me his blessings to go through life smoothly.. :) Weather has been CRAZY in Perth lately. One moment its really hot like 33degrees, and suddenly drops down to 13 degrees at night!. And when i thought 33 was the mark indicating summer, few days later, the temperature dropped down again to 20degrees until today. Plus it is raining. YAY!!! much cooler to sleep in heheh. Oh well.......... Exams coming up! gotta study soon. I cant wait to come back to malaysia for holidays :D miss my fam

ily, frens as well as my adorable fat cat Blossom :p This time im gona make sure i come back late to Perth for next semester heheh. Bro is getting married too next year thats why. woot2 soo happy~ wheeeeee XD

Anyways here's some random pic i took :p Coke's having those limited time special adverts as they put up most common australian names on the Coke bottle :p finally found one that almost resembles my nick name LOL

Thats all for now~~!! gotta study2 heheh. and SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA to my family and friends back in malaysia :) i sure miss having those feast right about now! heheh. Will update again if i have the time or if im feeling the need to vent from stress :P cheerio~!!

Thought of the day

B4 i start with this post, i may warn that this may sound unpleasant for some ppl, especially guys. Should u find that the things i write about unpleasant, do leave this blog at any time. :)

I hate it when SOME guys are :

• EGO. Girls have their ego too i know, but we are reasonable enough to admit that we are wrong when we know we're at fault
• OVERLY DRAMATIC. Puh-leaseeeee. It is so unfitting for a guy to be overly dramatic over things. Be a man for gods sake. U'll loose ur cool as a guy if u do so. U dont want to be called a girl do u? Leave all the drama to us girls.
• When u think ur always right, thing again! listen to others or ur love one's for once. There may be truth in their words. The world dosent revolve around u when u insist ur right but in actual fact ur way wrong.
• non-logical arguement. No matter how much u wana defend what u think is right, PROVIDE LOGICAL REASONING. We girls have brains to u know. and trust me that we do understand logic, just not urs.
• LIE. U think u can lie frm us girls??? THINK AGAIN. oh right maybe u dont know this but women intuition is always RIGHT. So dont fucking mess with us and try to be smart thinking that u can get away with it.
• CHEAPSKATE. It dosent mean that we girls are materialistic. On special occasions show her that u care. this is of course not an issue of money. On special occasions it is OK to shower her with gifts. Of course if u are a cheapskate u wont understand my reasoning. No matter :)
• Takes so long to know their mistakes. When they lost someone dear to them only then they know. Why cant u guys just listen to our plea's b4 we even dump ur sorry ass. It is too late u start to work things out when it should have been done when u still love ur girl.
• Talk down to ur girl. I'd really chopped ur head of if any guys TALK DOWN TO ME! if u think ur so fucking good, go look urself in the mirror 1st before talking down on me. Try and see how u would feel like if ur loved ones bring u down all the time and not giving u the support that u need.
• NOT UNDERSTANDING. Do u know that it its not enough to just love ur girl? u need to understand them as well or U WILL NEVER BE HAPPY. why? if one day ur girl has PMS and u dont know it and she comes scolding u for no reason, dont give me that crap saying "its ok i just need to love her, no need to understand her" if u are the type who is hot tempered i would imagine u to retaliate when u are suddenly accuse of sumting u did not do am i rite? but if u understand what she is going through it would give u some sense of tolerance so that unnecessary fights could be avoided. Its not our fault for having PMS and have emotion problems. if u guys still dont understand this, then try having period or going through child birth process. Pain of child birth is even more excruciating that u wont even feel the blade cutting u.
  

2011 post

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY BLOG! LOL. this would be my 1st post for 2011. Ive been busy,. hence the delay =.= hohohohohoho........

Dunno wat to write, just that today i went to the beach at scarborough with bro and bf,. it was fun but tiring at the same time.

Learn to let go

Fuhh...... my Shingles getting better now. alhamdulillah will be fully recovered soon. Right now the skin looks like snake skin >.< buruknyer.........

Throughout my life ive encountered many kinds of people. Those who were jerks and assholes that hurt me so bad in the past remains blacklisted to me. Sometimes i dont even know why this type of people exist in this world anyway? When ur nice to ppl, they trample u like ur nothing. Thats what ive learned in the past, making my hatred for these ppl even greater. None the less it hasnt change the way i am today.

A friend of mine told me not to bother about those that i hate. Let them say watever they want behind my back or let them continue making stories that are not true. Allah S.W.T akan memberi pahala kepada mereka yg difitnah. Kuranglah dosa dosa saya yerrr. So terima kasih lah to those ppl :)

Things just get even 'better'

Just when i thought getting better from fever in the previous months here comes the most shocking news in my entire life.

Went to see the doctor in Mercy Hospital in Mount lawley few days back due to a funny looking rash which suddenly had developed bubble of water in it. The doctor took some samples for testing and i had to wait for 4 days to get the results back. True enough when i went back to check my results i just couldnt believe it. I was diagnosed with Shingles. Whats a shingle? its the same virus that carries chicken pox only difference is that it only happens to those who had gotten their chicken pox. as i qoute the doctor "it is a re-activation of your chicken pox virus that lays dormant in you"

Funny part is that i hardly recall anything that would resemble a chicken pox when i was young. So did my parents say. Apparently with the test results it actually confirms it. I have a hard time to actually believe my ears that i have had chicken pox before when i was young. Really weird.

So with the shingles doctor says its not that contagious. Its only contagious to those cemotherapy and Aids patients LOL. And thanks to this condition i have a very hard time to sleep at night. Blardy hell. Coz it hurts like mad!!

Skin look so ugly now as if being burned....... sigh..... and finals getting nearer. I WANA CURSE LIKE MAD! why did u have to get this condition when its getting near to my finals.

Dissapointed. Frustrated. Angry

Its hard for me to even wear my clothes because it felt like it burns when it comes in contact with my clothes.

Grrr......... I wana go home more than ever now. Feeling super ugly and unwanted.

Just pray it doesnt leave a mark only skin.

hard to sleep

Fuh..... exam is starting mid of november... lalalala cannot sleep at the moment. So decided to update. hmmm apa mok update oh? oh well... saja jak pakei nyuruh ngantok huhu........ malas mok minum susu. takut gemok. haha. Saya memang rasa gemok. tapi org masih kata saya masih kurus. sik biasa ngan badan tok sbb dah terbiasa ngan badan kurus kerempeng masa zaman skolah menengah dolok. hahahahaha. looking back rasa sik cayak jak badan kedak ya. tapi sikpa..at least badan kinek tok ada 'shape' just need to get use to it >.< terima kasih kepada deserts d australia tok, tanpa kamu susah banget mok nait berat.

dah dah.... sik tauk apa mok d cerita gik................


menungak palak gurin nangga siling jak lah sampei tertido. haha.

chaowzzzz

Cascada - Could It Be You (Full Song)

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'Could it be you' - cascada -

Close my eyes
I try to hide
I'm listening to my voice inside
What's on to tell me right or wrong
I need to know where I belong
For all the days I ran awayI never dare to ask me who could I be
Who can bring back the love that's inside me?

Could it be you
Or do I lose my way
I'm here but colorblind
Could It be you Or do I break away
So leave the past behind
I only wanna feel the sunlight stop the fight and see it in your eyes
Wish I just knew what I should do
Could it be you
Somebody tell me if it's true I don't have a clue
Could it be you

Too many things said and done
Sure if you could be the one To dry the tears I left behind
To chase these demons off my mind

I see your face
Touch your skin
Is this a fight
We both can't win
Sometimes the truth is miles apart
But it's hard to break your heart
Could it be you
Or do I lose my way
I'm here but colorblind
Could It be you
Or do I break away
So leave the past behind
I only wanna feel the sunlight stop the fight and see it in your eyes
Wish I just knew what I should do
Could it be you
Somebody tell me if it's true I don't have a clue
Could it be you

Baby i don't wanna waste your love
Though it's hard to just walk on
Well will this hurt be never ending
Where do I belong

Could it be you
Or do I lose my way I'm here but colorblind
Could it be you
Or do I break away
Just to leave the past behind
I only wanna feel the sunlight stop the fight and see it in your eyes
Wish I just knew what I should do
Could it be you
Somebody tell me if it's true i don't have a clue
Could it be you
Maybe it is me
Used to plan to see that it's you
For everything I am everything I need lies in you

I love u